A Month in Gaming

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September has been a difficult month. A family crisis and subsequent bereavement meant that gaming got pushed down the daily agenda. However, after the various chores and duties were done I did need some downtime and means to relax. Hence I did play some games in a limited fashion. Nothing fancy, just stuff like Fall Guys: Ultimate Knockout and Gang Beasts, which are light-hearted and undemanding. I also took the time to log on to The Lord of the Rings Online test server and check out the preview of the forthcoming “mini-expansion”. Not only was this informative but it provided material for a blog post. But overall I didn’t really achieve anything substantial with my gaming throughout September, apart from finishing the main story in The Sinking City . Gaming was relegated to being just a convenient diversion from the immediate problems I’ve been facing but as such, it did fulfil that role well.

At present, Call of Duty Modern Warfare/Warzone continues to provide what I call “quick fix” gaming. I’ve been playing since April and every new season, developer’s Infinity Ward continue to add new features to keep the game engaging. Season Six started on 29th September and came with some interesting new maps and weapons to unlock. At present there appears to be a glitch with the SP-R-208 marksman rifle, as there is no bullet drop. Hence it has temporarily become the weapon of choice of all “wannabe” snipers. Even I can hit things with this weapon. There’s also another glitch with the AS VAL silenced assault rifle. When converted to use SPP ammunition, these armour piercing rounds penetrate everything with no reduction in bullet velocity. You can effectively shoot through an entire building and hit a target. I suspect that a patch will quickly eliminate these issues.

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Despite my lack of time for in-depth gameplay during September, I did acquire four new games, which came as a surprise to me given the circumstances. Firstly, I was gifted Spiritfarer via Steam. This is a charming and thoughtful game. You play as Stella, (accompanied by her pet cat Daffodil), who takes over from the mythological Charon as the new Spiritfarer. As a ferrymaster you must sail the sea to find spirits, grant their last wishes and finally take them to the Everdoor, the gateway to the afterlife. This is a game that provides relaxation and an opportunity to reflect on the nature of life and death. I also bought two new RPGs. Elex and Horizon Zero Dawn. The latter is a known quantity and a recent console conversion. The former is a smaller title developed by Piranha Bytes who previously made the Gothic and Risen franchises. Elex mixes futuristic and medieval locations, in which the player can use guns, swords and magic against enemies. Finally Toren is an action adventure puzzle game from a small independent Brazillian developer. I found the basic premise of a baby girl protagonist who grows up as she progresses through a trap filled tower intriguing.

In October, I plan to start playing one of the above RPGs and try again to see if I can catch up with content in The Lord of the Rings Online. I’m hoping that there will be an improvement in server performance. It will also be interesting to see how the community responds to the “mini-expansion”. I may return to Star Trek Online but that is more of a question of conducting research for a series of blog posts. What I crave the most from my gaming at present is something different. Hence I have tried content outside of my usual genres during the lockdown. I cannot find any compelling reason to return to The Elder Scrolls Online at present. That is a game I like to apply myself to, due to the richness of the lore. I don’t want to just dabble with it, so I think I’ll keep it in reserve for later. I suspect it may well be a difficult autumn and winter so perhaps an MMO such as this, will be the ideal solution to the dark nights.

COVID-19 Pandemic 2020 Part 6

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When I last wrote about the COVID-19 Pandemic in May, the UK was just beginning to see an easing of lockdown restrictions. As a lot of people surmised, the government was trying to do too much, too soon and without the appropriate logistical support. Hence the last five months have been a litany of political disasters, all of which have contributed to the UK having the highest COVID-19 related deaths in all of Europe. Furthermore, the government's failure to provide PPE, make available a universally accessible testing service and implement an effective national tracing service, has highlighted their lack of talent and overall incompetence. Every week another “dead cat” is thrown on to the altar of politics in an attempt to divert the attention of 24 hour rolling news away from their utter ineptitude. Hence on top of the COVID-19 Pandemic, we’ve seen the spectre of both BREXIT and the “migrant crisis” re-emerge.

There is a general malaise of confusion abroad in the UK at present, as local lockdowns and seven months of constantly changing messages have left people perplexed or indifferent to the latest rules. Several high profile transgressions of the lockdown by senior politicians and their special advisors has further contributed to the crumbling of public support. It has become clear that we are not all in this together. The poor have to return to work regardless of the risks and the rich want them to do so because they require access to the service industries that employ the poor. And then there are the COVID deniers and those who object to the minor inconveniences that arise from being considerate. Who would have thought that wearing a mask as you enter a shop, would be held up as an unconscionable violation of human rights? And by a demographic group that up until now, haven’t been especially concerned about such things. What times we live in.

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For my family, life goes on in much the same way as it did in March. My Mother is disabled and housebound, having daily carer visits. Those who care for her still wear PPE and maintain scrupulous hand hygiene. Although my Sister is currently off sick, the government  department for whom she works, is still mainly working from home. It is unlikely that staff of her garde will return to the Central London offices anytime soon. I visit their home daily at present although I am looking to reduce this schedule. I go shopping twice a week and visit the pharmacy and doctor’s surgery once a month. Beyond these journey’s I remain in my own home which is one road away. I have coped with the lockdown quite well and maintain a strong social presence online. However, Mrs P who in normal circumstances has a packed social schedule, has found the travel restrictions quite frustrating. But we try to work within the regulations to come up with viable ways to do some activities.

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I fully expect the next three to four months to be bad both economically and with regard to COVID-19 deaths. I think we can finally dismiss all thoughts that the pandemic will be a touchstone for social change and a fair and equitable restructuring of the UK’s job market. The country is divided and volatile. Traditional politics has been subsumed by a culture war and it is playing out exactly as expected. Everyone is retreating into their respective “safe space” and battening down the hatches. It’s just a case that some people’s “safe spaces” are better than others. Oh and the panic buying is happening again. As soon as it was announced last week that the Prime Minister was to address the nation, the middle class started block booking all the supermarket delivery time slots and toilet paper once again began flying off the shelves. So I shall do my best to enjoy whatever curious Christmas 2020 has to offer. Because I suspect that it might be the calm before the storm. COVID-19 may well turn out to be an unwelcome New Year guest.

The Return of the Mystery Blogger Award

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“The Mystery Blogger Award is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging, and they do it with so much love and passion”. Okoto Enigma

The Rules:

Ensure the award logo is used in your post.

List the rules.

Thank whoever nominated you and provide a link to their blog.

Mention the original creator of the award and provide a link to their site.

Tell your readers 3 things about yourself.

You have to nominate 10 – 20 people.

Notify your nominees by commenting on their blog.

Ask your nominees any 5 questions of your choice.

Share a link to your best post(s).

I have been tagged again for yet another internet questionnaire. But as I enjoy these sorts of things, this is not an issue and I’m happy to participate a second time. But before I start, I shall be making my usual minor “adjustment” to the rules. I find that nominating other potential participants can be a little problematic. I don’t want to pressurise anyone into feeling obliged to respond to a nomination. Nor do I want anyone to feel excluded because they didn’t receive one. Therefore my standard compromise is to suggest that if you like internet questionnaires and wish to be involved, then do so. 

So to begin with, I’d like to thank Dan (AKA Magi) from Indiecator for the nomination. This is the second time he’s asked me to participate, so I assume he finds something of note in my writing. Do go and visit his website or stop by when he’s streaming. You’ll find reviews and social commentary there and it’s always useful to read someone else's perspective on popular subjects.

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Three Things About Me:

I have a penchant for organising objects because I like things neat and tidy. I keep my pocket change on the window ledge in my office and stack the coins in size order.

Over the years, I have been gradually losing my sense of smell. This has been further exacerbated since I caught COVID-19 in April. I can still detect odors but not as well as I could a decade ago but luckily there has been no reciprocal deterioration in my sense of taste. In some circumstances having restricted olfaction is an advantage.

I really miss producing a weekly podcast. Contains Moderate Peril podcast ran for 180 episodes and Burton and Scrooge got as far as 32 shows. Over time myself and co-host Brian found a style, tone and show format which worked and built a modest but loyal audience. However, scheduling recordings, finding guests and the complexities of post production were tough. Plus it’s hard to maintain your enthusiasm for specific games and sometimes you feel the need to take a break. Eventually real world commitments put both shows on hiatus and eventually we just stopped doing them altogether. However, I still feel that I have plenty to say on gaming, movies, TV and other aspects of popular culture so I may try one of two things. I might try to record a new show to see how I cope with the work involved and determine if past listeners are still interested. The second option is to try and “gatecrash” someone else’s show. The latter is a lot easier. You just turn up, talk, leave and let someone else do the complicated stuff like editing. Either way, I need to address this podcast itch as it just doesn’t want to go away.

Magi’s Questions:

Q: You have to ban one game for eternity. This game shall never be played or watched again and nobody is allowed to talk about it. Which game do you pick?

A: I’m broadly not an advocate of “banning” things, although I believe there is a case for measured regulation in certain circumstances. For example, I see no reason why someone in western society needs to own a fully automatic assault rifle and have no problem with the current UK regulations for firearms. However, unless a video game is in breach of existing libel and defamation laws, I don’t see why a video game should be banned. I don’t see it as a role of government and the wider establishment to police things that may well be morally reprehensible and in poor taste. We should have the freedom to find out the suitability of a game for ourselves and then make an informed choice as to whether to purchase it ourselves. We also have the right to protest against it and upbraid those who created it. But I don’t hold with “cancel culture” and “no platforming”. You win arguments and hold the ethical high ground by engagement. Not by pretending something doesn’t exist.

Q: How was your day? What have you been up to? Hope you’re well.

A: At the time of writing this blog post, I have just taken my late Father’s best suit, regimental tie and shoes along to the funeral directors, in preparation for his cremation next Monday. Have a wild guess how my day’s been. Usually I am a content, self sufficient person but the last two months have been difficult to say the least. However, once my Father’s funeral is over and I get the chance to grieve, privately and on my own terms, I’m sure I will be okay. Because life goes on and I’m too old now with too few days ahead of me to waste on sadness and problems.

Q: If you could take any vehicle/plane/etc. from any game/show/book/whatever to use in our world, what would you pick and where would you go?

A: Sam Loover’s car from Joe 90. I don’t drive. I never have done so. So my response is based purely upon the impression this vehicle left on me when I first saw it as a child. And the fact that it still looks cool. And because it has self sealing and re-inflating tyres. Plus I had a toy version of it during the seventies.

Q: This one’s weird! It’s not a question… it’s an answer! “No, but the raisings certainly belong to this office.” – Find the question that this answer answers!

A: I don’t understand what the answer means. Perhaps the question comes from someone recovering from a major head injury or someone who is not a native speaker of English. Can the verb raise be used in such a fashion? This question would also have been a lot more fun if the answer has been “No but the raisins certainly belong to the office”, because then I could weave a tale of dried fruit based theft and intrigue.

Q: What’s your favourite Indie title that you personally love that nobody seems to know?

A: I stepped completely out of my comfort zone when I bought Hand of Fate in 2015. This deck based game which blends RPG style action combat really grabbed my attention upon its release. It’s quirky, intriguing and has brilliant voice acting by Anthony Skordi as the sinister “Dealer”. The sequel, Hand of Fate 2, improved the game and did something very clever with the existing narrative. It effectively turned the protagonist from the first installment IE the character you previously played, into the antagonist that you were playing against, the second time round. Both games had a great score by composer Jeff van Dyck. In many ways these games are exemplars of the indie gaming ethos. Sadly Defiant Development closed down shortly after the release of Hand of Fate 2, which is a damn shame. They’re next project, A World in my Attic, looked very interesting.

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My Questions:

• Does it concern you that so many video games are predicated upon or at least involve acts of violence towards other people?

• What is your relationship with academia and intellectual rigour? Do you enjoy weighty documentaries and non-fiction books? Do you like understanding complicated issues? Do you revere knowledge? Or does all of the above perplex or disinterest you?

• What is the biggest and most profound change in your life that you've personally experienced in the last decade?

• Do you enjoy silence or does a lack of noise or conversation bother you?

• What fills you with a sense of joy?

Finally, here’s a link to my best posts :)

Nintendo Switch: The Best Console I Haven’t Bought

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I recently wrote about the allure of console gaming and how exclusive titles can often be a big incentive to buy one. However, I’ve been a PC gamer for 25 years now and find that the biggest stumbling block regarding consoles is using the dual thumbsticks on the controller. I can cope with one but having to use two simultaneously is just not something I can do in a coordinated fashion. Hence I won’t be buying a Xbox of Playstation anytime soon. The Nintendo Switch is another matter altogether. This platform is unique in several ways. I like the immediacy of a handheld gaming option and of course Nintendo has the benefit of the Mario franchise. Many of the games for the Switch are more “benign”, lacking the inherent violence and destruction of other platforms' flagship titles. Like Nintendo itself, the Switch exists in its own specific niche.

Since writing that post earlier on in the week I have given serious consideration to buying this unique console. I spent some time looking at the various bundles that are on sale and trying to ascertain which retailers were offering the best deal. It would seem that the standard price for the Switch in the UK is £279, which is a reasonable price from my perspective. The latest games on physical media seem to maintain a fixed price but I found plenty of online key sellers that were offering digital download codes at discounted prices. The other major advantage that the Switch offers is that I can play in the lounge if I choose to connect to the TV. This offers a better environment for social gaming, which is again another good selling point for this console. My Granddaughters are at an age where the  colourful and friendly games that Nintendo offer are becoming appealing to them.

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Sadly, during the course of my research I hit a problem. One that put my plan to purchase a Nintendo Switch on hold, indefinitely. I just can’t find any games that I especially want. That’s not to say that the platform doesn’t have any. Quite the opposite. It has a lot of quirky and interesting games to offer. However, none of them especially appeal to me. I wanted a RPG but the most popular titles appear to be JRPGs and that is a genre I struggle with. I don’t like the aesthetic or propensity for hyperbolic voice acting. I’m also not sure if my love for Mario Kart alone can justify the purchase of a new console. I did toy with the idea of buying Skyrim and Witcher III but as I have those titles on the PC already, it seemed redundant to pay for  them a second time. So I decided to postpone this acquisition for the immediate future until a game comes out that grabs my attention. It’s a shame really because the Switch seems to have so many positive things going for it. I guess for the present, it’s the best console I haven’t bought.

LOTRO: Bullroarer Update 28 Preview #1

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I spent several hours last night exploring the preview of Update 28: War of the Three Peaks on the Bullroarer test server. I usually take a look at all new content for The Lord of the Rings Online in advance, as it always makes for an interesting blog post. However, this preview has proven a little more controversial than usual, as Update 28 is not going to be free (as all prior updates have been). Standing Stone Games announced recently that it is to be sold as a “mini expansion”, which caused a stir among the LOTRO community. Hence my excursion on the public test server was not just to ascertain the scope of the new zone but to ascertain whether there was sufficient content and value to justify being sold as a “mini expansion”. Sadly, from what I have seen, I do not believe that to be the case.

The new region, Elderslade, is North of Misthallow in the Wells of Langflood. As the road winds further into the hills the trees give way to rocks, grass and shrubs. The flora changes from shades of green to yellow hues. The first main Dwarf encampment is Annak-Khurfu in the South of the zone. It delves into the hillside and is in the same aesthetic idiom as Skarháld. You’ll find Durin and Gloin inside and a wealth of PVE content including the new “Missions”. These are instanced solo or duo, narrative driven quests. Outside of Annak-Khurfu, the stable-master provides access to all the other regional Dwarf camps as well as the War of the Three Peaks zone. This is a separate phase of the entire Elderslade region. Wyrmgraf is a ravine to the East of the zone, filled with worms and drakes. This leads to an instanced network of caves. To the extreme North, at the end of the road lies Car Bronach. Its iron gate blocks further passage. And to the West of the region you find the Gates of Gundabad. Ancient Dwarf ruins infested with Orcs, Goblins and Trolls. There is also an Iron Crown settlement in the centre of the map called Zudramdan. The overall design of the zone is suitably dour and bleak, due to its altitude.

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Gates of Gundabad and Zudramdan

Overall, Update 28: War of the Three Peaks seems to be just a standard LOTRO update. It offers a single new map, PVE content and “Missions”, which seem to be a variation of skirmishes. Then there is this separate phase of Elderslade, which may be for PVP. I’ve not found a clear explanation yet but that’s hardly surprising as SSG are poor at communicating and collating information in a single accessible place. As an Update, the forthcoming Elderslade region offers “more of the same” in game terms but I don’t think that this content merits the label “mini expansion”. Apart from creating a new environment, the zone just recycles existing Dawrven, Orcish and Angmarim assets. The fact that the Collectors and Ultimate Fan Editions are to be bolstered by such cosmetic items as the Wild Boar mount indicates that maybe SSG thinks so too. And in the space of just 24 hours, players have already taken umbrage at both the proposed changes to the Guardian and a reduction in disenchanting embers from some existing instances. 

I suspect that the recent downtime and the ongoing performance issues that are still blighting the game have hit SSG hard financially. They are probably obliged to hit specific financial targets set by Daybreak Game Company and have failed to do so in recent months. If that is the case then they’ve probably been “instructed” to raise revenue via alternative means and this hasty repackaging of an update into a “mini expansion” is their “get out of jail” card. Or at least on paper. Because I’m not sure if this is going to work. I have not yet renewed my subscription due to the games performance. Why should anyone pay for a game that is plagued by lag and random server disconnects. Bearing this in mind, why would I buy a “mini expansion” that is light on content and potentially just as unplayable as other areas in the game? Although I enjoy LOTRO and still have a soft spot for this MMO, I think this business decision smacks as too much of a “fire sale”. Will core fans yet again indulge SSG or are we reaching a tipping point? Only time will tell.

Star Trek Online: Buying Reputation

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It would appear that Standing Stone Games isn’t the only MMORPG developer making controversial business decisions at present. Cryptic announced yesterday that they were introducing a means to purchase reputation tiers in Star Trek Online. A move that was met with much virtual eye rolling over on the games unofficial subreddit and more angry comments on the Massively Overpowered website about “pay to win”. The main issue isn’t the adding of this particular mechanic to the game. STO is no stranger to adding services that allow you to bypass “the grind” by spending money. Monetisation has been built into the game since it went F2P in spring 2012. The primary objection to this rep buyout system is the price which is about £20. Furthermore this only buys reputation up to Tier 5. Tier 6 still has to be earned and it’s a particularly arduous chore. There are also 13 reputation factions to complete.

The reputation system in STO becomes available at level 50 (there are currently a level cap of 65 in the game). Players can undertake various repeatable PVE group content and earn reputation marks. These are then used on reputation projects which unlock the various tiers. As each tier is completed the player can then access specific reputation based traits, armour weapons and ship consoles. These sets offer significant statistical improvements over standard gear and some have become part of the current game build meta. Hence unlocking all 13 factional reputations is desirable. If you log into the game daily and earn marks for all factions, it will take about two month or so to complete all. However, such an undertaking requires a lot of dedication and would monopolise a players activity in-game significantly. So it is hardly surprising that Cryptic have decided to “ease” this process for players.

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The problem lies in the cost and the fact that STO is becoming more focused upon catering to “whales”. I am a member of the Reddit Alert fleet and it has a large amount of players that invest heavily in the game. The net result is a very clear financial divide in the games community. There are still plenty of free options available to players as long as they’re prepared to grind for them. But all too often you’ll find players from opposite ends of the spectrum when playing PVE group Task Force Operations. Those who have a standard ship with gear dropped from missions or bought from the Exchange. And those with lock box vessels and maxed out gear from the reputation system and colony suppliers. Naturally this causes a disparity in combat performance, which then leads to players not wanting to auto group. And if you can’t group then you can’t easily earn the rep tokens. And so the divide in the community increases further.

The Allure of Console Gaming

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The last console that I got genuinely excited about and subsequently purchased was the Sega Dreamcast. That was back in 1999 when it became available for European customers. Prior to this I had owned the NES, SNES and Sega Mega Drive (as the Genesis was known outside of the NA). I upgraded the latter with the SEGA CD and 32X addons. But I never got round to buying a Sony Playstation. However, a good friend of mine had one, so between us we had access to all the latest games across multiple systems. Therefore I can say wholeheartedly that console gaming was my platform of choice throughout the mid eighties up to the late nineties. Furthermore, due to my age (I was born in 1967), I wasn’t a child during my 15 year period of console gaming. I was employed and had an income, so could keep up with the latest releases and indulge in “novelty” peripherals such as the light gun for the SNES or the “maracas” for the Dreamcast.

However, in 1994 I got my first PC. A Compaq ProLinea 4/33. The processor was an Intel 486DX running at 33mhz. It was primarily used for producing a fanzine and similar DTP work but it could run Doom after adding a sound card and a CD-ROM drive. A year later, after increasing the memory to 16MB RAM, the PC was running Windows 95 and Quake. By the time 1999 rolled around, I was on my third PC and beginning to move away from console gaming. The two major games that shifted my focus to the PC were Star Trek Academy and the original Unreal Tournament. Although I loved the Dreamcast, especially games such as Sonic Adventure, Crazy Taxi and Virtua Fighter 3tb, there was a decline in available content. Also the internet was now a major factor and had an impact upon my gaming choices. Unreal Tournament could be played online against multiple players. Quake III on the Dreamcast could be played via the integral modem with only 4 other players.

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Hence by the start of the new millennium, I moved exclusively to PC gaming. As a result I’ve never owned any iteration of either the Xbox or Playstation. Yet since 2000 there have been several occasions where I have seriously considered buying one of these. Often that decision has been driven by an exclusive title that  wasn’t available for the PC. Later the idea of being able to play games and DVDs on one device based in the lounge, rather than on a PC in another room was enticing. However, the later change in media formats, IE HD-DVD and Blu-ray, curtailed such ideas. But the biggest hurdle to returning to console gaming has always been having to use a game controller. It’s an odd situation because in the past I’ve always successfully managed to use gamepads. I think the introduction of thumbsticks has been the main obstacle. When playing a game, I can move in one direction while aiming in another perfectly well when using a keyboard and mouse. However, I find doing the same with two thumbsticks counterintuitive.

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As the launch of the next generations of consoles comes ever closer, once again I have perused the press releases, watched the various promotional videos and tried to read between the lines of the various reports from the gaming press. As ever, some of the exclusive game titles are intriguing and have piqued my interest. But my enthusiasm is immediately tempered when I reflect upon the versatility of my current PC along with it’s upgradability, compared to a console. A Playstation or Xbox, however well specified, is still a platform dedicated to one task. Therefore, I cannot really justify purchasing either next generation devices. There may be some “wiggle room” regarding the Nintendo Switch though. It’s portable and offers a somewhat different catalogue of games. Plus I have fond memories of playing Super Mario Kart on the SNES back in the nineties. So I guess I’m in the same boat as fellow blogger Syp over at Bio Break. I have “no dogs in this console contest” as well. For the present, I’ll stick with PC gaming while regarding the latest next generation consoles with a degree of envy, regardless of whether it’s misplaced.

Caring for the Elderly Part 12

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Greenwich Town Hall

Long-term care can often end with a bereavement; which is a complex subject in itself. I will not be discussing grief in this post, as that is an immensely personal and subjective experience that we deal with in our own way. Instead, I would like to talk about the administrative and logistical problems that arise after someone has died and use my own recent experiences as an example. My Father died on Wednesday 16th September. He had a series of strokes in 2016 which left him disabled. Over the last four years his level of health has slowly deteriorated and his quality of life has subsequently diminished. This year saw a noticeable change not only in his well being but overall attitude. His stoical outlook finally faded and he lost all interest in life. He fell ill in mid August with Sepsis and then developed a lung infection. When I saw him last on Friday 4th September he told me he was tired and wanted “an end to it all”. Six days later he asked the Senior Doctor on the ward to stop treatment, which wasn’t working anyway. He died a week later on Wednesday 16th September. He was 91.

In the UK the first and most important administrative task that needs to be done after a bereavement is to register the death of the deceased. Because my father died in Queen Elizabeth Hospital and not at home, his death had to be registered with Royal Borough of Greenwich and not Bexley where he lived. The Medical Examiner discussed my Father’s care with the Doctor who was responsible for his medical treatment and then called me to explain what cause of death they would be putting on the death certificate was Aspiration Pneumonia. They then notified the Registrar who set up a telephone interview with me. Traditional face to face meetings are suspended due to COVID-19. This phone call took place two day later. I went through some personal details that are required when registering a death. These are similar to those that are entered on a Marriage Certificate. I ordered 5 copies of my Father’s Death Certificate for administrative purposes. There was a fee for these. The registrar then gave me a code for the “Tell Us Once” website. This is a government online portal that confirms the details shown on the Death Certificate and notifies all relevant departments, such as tax, state pension etc.

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What has become apparent during the course of my administrative endeavours is that it’s somewhat easier dealing with a bereavement if there’s a surviving spouse or partner. There is not always an immediate requirement for Probate in certain circumstances and fortunately my Mother meets these criteria. Therefore, the two most important administrative tasks currently outstanding are transferring my Father’s Teacher Pension to my Mother, along with having the deeds to the house put in her name. Both of these are common changes of circumstances and are well documented on their respective websites. The transfer of the pension requires the completion of a form and copies of my parents Marriage Certificate and my Father’s Death certificate. The house deeds are all managed via the Land Registry. This task is a little more complex but again due to the pandemic is now handled via the post, which means I don’t have to travel to the regional office in Croydon. I recently found a lot of paperwork pertaining to my parents paying off their mortgage in 1986, so I should have everything necessary. If I don’t the Land Registry can provide duplicates. Again there will be fees involved but nothing too expensive (although that is a relative term).

After the aforementioned tasks are completed, there are a few more outstanding changes of circumstance to be made but these are less complex. The UK has an ageing population and therefore bereavements are a common occurrence. Hence a lot of companies have a dedicated phone line and protocols in place to deal with such circumstances. So transferring account ownership of utility services such as gas, electricity, water, internet access along with Council Tax is relatively simple. Claiming the life insurance policy that my Mother had for my Father also appears to be straightforward and only requires the completion of a form along with a copy of the Death Certificate. My parents shared a joint bank account from which all major household bills are paid. The only change required here is to take my Father’s name off the account. His personal account is now “frozen” and will be closed. The assets will be paid to my Mother. All of which are within the tax threshold so there’s no dealings with HMRC. 

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Eltham Chapel

The only other administrative and logistical matter arising from my Father’s death is his funeral. Like most of the UK population, my Father will be cremated. At present Government Guidelines allow up to 30 people to attend the service, however, there is a major caveat regarding this depending upon the capacity of the Crematorium. Social distancing has to be observed. As of writing this post I haven’t yet been to the Funeral Directors, although I have an appointment for Monday. It will be interesting to see what size restrictions there will be if any. There will only be about 10 people well enough to come to my Father’s funeral anyway. Both my Mother and Sister will not be able to attend due to ill health. I’m also curious to see if Co-op Funeralcare (who I have contracted to deal with proceedings) offer more contemporary services. My Father stipulated that he didn’t want any floral tributes so I wonder if the funeral directors will set up a “JustGiving” page for charitable donations or whether that falls to me?

Once all the above has been carried out then all the major administrative tasks arising from My father’s death will have been done. Then there’s the more difficult task of going through his personal effects and deciding what to do with them all. This is another one of those situations where there isn’t a standard solution. For some people, this part of a bereavement is the most difficult to deal with, as it brings to mind so many personal memories. However, I am not overly sentimental about such things and my parents' house is cluttered and needs to be clear out. This will create space so I can make some home improvements. Hopefully this will help me make my Mother’s daily life better. Dealing with all these administrative issues is a very curious experience. I have experienced it once before when my Father-in-law died, so I was somewhat prepared this time. As bank accounts are closed and my Father’s details are erased from various companies and public bodies, it does bring home the fact that life goes on, regardless of an individual or a family's grief. But these tasks, painful as they may appear, have to be done. Ignoring them only makes a difficult situation worse.

Everything is a Moral Minefield

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Sound advice

Chris AKA Wolfyeyes wrote a very succinct and honest post yesterday about an issue that many gamers may have encountered of late. How you can feel morally conflicted about indirectly supporting awful people and ethically bankrupt institutions, such as Ubisoft or Take two Interactive, when you buy specific video games. Chris says he faces “a standoff between my social beliefs and my desire to support the rank-and-file devs caught in the eye of the storm”. He goes on to explore the notion of “hate the artist, not the art” and concludes that the debate is not as binary as that. He concludes his post in the hope that the weight of negative exposure that has come about may force problematic game developers and publishers to change their corporate culture. However it is impossible to completely divorces one’s conscience from reality so the price of playing certain games is a sense of ongoing discomfort.

I greatly sympathise with Chris’ stance. I have found myself in a similar position recently. I chose not to buy Tom Clancy's Ghost Recon Breakpoint due to the unpleasant revelations about Ubisoft. However, although I understand the inherent moral conflict, I refute the glib resolution that some people extol. There is a certain type of socio-political idealist that erroneously thinks that you maintain emotional, ethical and philosophical purity by rendering all problems down to a simple binary choice. Unfortunately, that is unsustainable in reality. Because the moment you take a principled stand against one moral outrage, logically you would have to take a similar position on all others. Eventually you’d end up living in a cave, wearing a hessian loincloth, surviving on berries although you could feel morally superior as you died from a simple cut due to a lack of antibiotics. 

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“Hate the artist, not the art”

Virtually every aspect of western civilisation is tainted with some sort of moral conundrum or ethical blindspot due to the predatory nature of capitalism and modern political systems. The food we eat, the clothes we wear and the energy we consume are seldom produced and sustained in an ethical fashion. It is impossible to take a meaningful principled stance against all these things simultaneously. However, this dilemma is not necessarily a “gotcha” moment that undermines and mitigates all forms of protest, as some people would have you believe. It simply means we have the difficult task of trying to deal with complex problems while still being a contributory factor to those said problems. Or to put it another way, trying to wipe shit off your shoes while walking through a septic tank. 

With regard to video games and the fact that many are made by unpleasant, morally repugnant businesses, consider the following. Although Ubisoft, 2K, Bobby Kotick, Randy Pitchford et al may well be an ethical minefield or absolutely awful human beings, those who work for them in the various studios around the world are not necessarily cut from the same cloth. Many are just regular folk trying to earn an honest buck in an industry that they love. Despite the so-called “glamour” of video game production, many of those who work in it are stuck on the same corporate treadmill like the rest of us are. Why punish them by not buying a game? Protesting can be far more targeted and nuanced. I’m sure shows like The Jimquisition really gets under the skin of those that Jim Sterling targets. Abusers are often ego maniacs and narcissists.

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“Would you like to see a trick?” Does it involve you sodding off Randy?

It is not hypocritical to have principles and yet struggle to effectively implement them. We all live within a failed system that is certainly not a meritocracy. It has an entrenched hierarchy that hoards wealth and power, that fights tooth and nail to maintain the unjust status quo. Therefore moral purity and ethical fundamentalism are untenable and ineffective. Also anyone peddling the alleged “gotcha” that being part of the problem means it’s impossible to fix it, is being disingenuous and simply trying to shut down the date. It’s just another form of “whataboutery” which is bullshit and the province of people called Colin. You know the guy. Every office has one. He’ll argue against any point just to wind people up. In the meantime, just make targeted and meaningful protests that can deliver results. Fight battles that can be won. Social change is an ongoing war and not a blitzkrieg. And recognise that modern life means often being in a perpetual state of cognitive dissonance.

Shopping for Clothes

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Hope they’re not Autons

I am a 52 year old man, who has unofficially retired and therefore no longer has to commute, work in an office or interact with clients. I am also in a long term, stable relationship. I don’t have to worry about having to dress to impress, cutting a dash or maintaining a professional appearance. Nor do I put any particular stock in fashion. I view clothes as mainly functional, tempered with a degree of style. Comfort is by far the biggest deciding factor, along with durability. I don’t overly worry about my age, so I don't feel the need to dress especially “young”. My day to day clothes consist of t-shirts, jeans and trainers/sneakers. If it’s cold I put on a fleece. If I need to “look smart” I wear a shirt. If it’s jacket weather I wear a hooded top or something casual. Hence it will come as no surprise that my wardrobe is not at the cutting edge of fashion. However, I don’t look like a hobo either, to quote my granddaughters. It’s all a far cry from my parents' generation when clothes were far more formal and each age group seemed to have an unofficial uniform.

I don’t buy clothes regularly, tending to buy in bulk every couple of years when things start wearing out. I was recently told by Mrs P that I need to “buy some new clothes” which was a subtle way of saying that some items of clothing were approaching the end of their lifespan and I was in danger of looking shabby. So the first step was to decide where to go. I’ve never liked clothes shopping. I despise the entire culture associated with it. I loathe going into poorly laid out shops where everything is organised by brand and not item, having to interact with indifferent sales staff, all while being subject to music and advertising via a PA system and TV screens. Hence I wanted a one stop solution and ended up going to Sainsbury’s at Crayford. It’s their biggest store in the UK and has an entire second floor dedicated to clothing and footwear. They also own their own clothing brand which is very reasonable both in quality and price. I am no longer a slave to brands (with a few exceptions).

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Very stylish

I bought 4 pairs of jeans, some marvel themed socks, a plain t-shirt and a jumper. I spent £105. When I got home I then went online and ordered two further t-shirts. These were more expensive as they had puerile logos and graphic adorning them but they amused me and that is sufficient justification for their purchase. I shall probably buy a couple of “going out shirts” so I don’t disgrace Mrs P when we’re next at a function or restaurant. I also need a new winter jacket. I estimate that by the time I’ve bought all this, I’ll have spent about £300 or so. I bought some Sketcher’s footwear this summer and although comfortable, I don’t think they’re suitable for walking major distances. However I only recently replaced my Reebok Hi Top Trainers (one pair white, one pair balck), so I don’t need anything further in that department. I still have a decent cashmere coat and a couple of suits, along with some proper shoes left over from my “city days”. But I have no call to wear them except at weddings and funerals.

In some respects a fifty year old man’s wardrobe is a perfunctory affair. That’s not to say I am indifferent about my appearance. But as long as my hair is cut regularly, my beard is trimmed and my weight is managed, then I don’t worry too much about what I’m wearing. As I mentioned at the start of this post, comfort and convenience are now major factors that determine what I buy. In recent years the UK has started enjoying longer and warmer summers. So I now find that I wear shorts around the home a lot longer throughout the year. However, I have not made the mistake of buying larger sizes. That is a very slippery slope. If what I’ve bought today is a little snug, then that’s additional motivation to lose weight. Overall, if I had to summarise my personal sartorial elegance it would be casual, functional and neat. If I feel the need to add some additional distinction and character I suppose I could always wear a cravat and sport a monocle.

LOTRO: Update 28 “Mini Expansion”

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Content updates are usually free for the MMORPG The Lord of the Rings Online. In recent years developer Standing Stone Games have maintained a fairly consistent release schedule. This has usually meant 2 to 3 free updates per year that add new zones, PVE content and instances. There have then been a full expansion every two years that has to be bought. These are usually available in 3 different versions ranging from the base game to an ultimate edition. There is a major expansion currently in development for release in 2021. This will focus on the war between Dwarves and the Orcs of Mount Gundabad. However, it was announced on Friday during a Developer Livestream that Update 28: The War of the Three Peaks, which is due in November, has been rebranded as a mini expansion and is not going to be free but instead chargeable.

Perhaps the most obvious question that immediately comes to mind is whether SSG are charging for this “mini expansion” due to a loss of revenue caused by the recent server outages and performance issues? The year started well for them with the lockdown bringing a wealth of new players back to the game. Hence they saw fit to give a great deal of content away, free of charge. However, July and August saw the game servers closed for nearly two weeks with ongoing performance issues and logon problems that still persist. I’m sure I was not alone in postponing renewing my subscription during this period. And if there is no one ingame then you can kiss goodbye to all those impulse purchases that are so often made by players. Another thought that has occurred to me is whether Update 28 is an attempt to raise additional funding to address the ongoing infrastructure problems. Is there a service contract that they need to cancel early? Is there an alternative service provider offering an optimal deal for a short period of time?

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I have enjoyed playing LOTRO for 12 years now. I, like many others, will often indulge this MMO and its developers, Standing Stone Games. I am not expecting any radical new systems to be added to the game, nor do I hold any hope that some of the existing mechanics will be overhauled. Updates for LOTRO are mainly narrative driven PVE content, set in new areas of Middle-earth. Occasionally new instances and raids are added but the game effectively just offers more of the same as each year goes by. Broadly, this works and keeps the player base engaged. If there are any content related gaps, the community fills them itself with events and roleplay. SSG’s greatest asset is the virtual Middle-earth that they’ve created and maintained. It is a foundation upon which their player base builds upon. But like a restaurant that has a fixed menu and a nice view, it’s lack of diversity becomes less of a comfort and more of a hindrance over time.

As soon as Update 28 hits the preview server, I will be checking it out. So far, I am not overly impressed by what I’ve seen in the teaser video that SSG released. It seems to rely on too many reused assets and recycled environments. Considering that they’re charging for this content, you’d expect something a little more creative and ambitious than what appears to be on offer. I most certainly don’t want to see LOTRO wane and fall into decline but I feel that the tide is turning against them. I don’t think I’m the only one who seems somewhat underwhelmed by this announcement and what is on offer. I have no objection to novelty mounts and will certainly enjoy riding around on a Wild Boar but I’m not sure if this is going to be sufficient justification to buy what is essentially just an average new region with recycled environments. Hopefully, there’s more to Update 28 than meets the eye. Otherwise, SSG could have another PR disaster on their hands.

Quickscoping

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Developers do like to gate access to the best gear and equipment in video games. Often there will be an achievement or deed required to unlock the object that you desire. Now I have no objection to this concept in principle. It’s just that every now and then, the criteria required to access an item is beyond my abilities. Take Call of Duty Modern Warfare/Warzone. Infinity Ward recently added the Rytec AMR to the game. It is a semi-automatic sniper rifle that can use thermite and explosive rounds. It has a significantly higher rate-of-fire than the HDR and AX-5, and performs better at range than the Dragunov. I’ve been itching to get my hands on this weapon for a while. However, to unlock it, you have to complete the following achievement. "Get 2 quickscope kills using sniper or marksman rifles in 15 different matches". For me this is effectively one of the labours of Hercules.

Quickscoping is a technique used by a player to promptly eliminate an enemy. When confronted with an opponent, you must quickly aim down the sight of your weapon (by pressing the right hand mouse button), instantly fires a shot (by pressing the left mouse button) and then returns to the default view (by releasing the right mouse button). To have a kill counted as a quickscope kill, you'll need to “one-shot” a target within 1- 2 seconds of aiming down sights. You'll require a weapon with a “one shot” capability that can also aim down sight (ADS) as quickly as possible. It also helps to be proficient with sniper and marksman rifles and to have fast reactions. Let it suffice to say, I am not fast enough to easily undertake this task. I played seven matches last night and only managed to achieve 2 quickscope kills in one game. I have to do this another 14 times to unlock the Rytec AMR.

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Like many other video games, Call of Duty Modern Warfare/Warzone has an ingame store. One of the things it sells are weapon blueprints. These are plans of bespoke builds, that if purchased instantly provide you with a reciprocal weapon, irrespective of whether you have the base version of the same weapon unlocked. However, this system comes with a minor but significant caveat. I bought the blueprints for a particular version of the Rytec AMR. If I equip this version and use it while playing, I will level the weapon and unlock all the various barrels, sights and other customisations. However, I will not be able to equip any of these items until I unlock the gun itself, which inevitably brings me back to that achievement that I’m currently struggling with. I still have to “get 2 quickscope kills using sniper or marksman rifles in 15 different matches".

I guess if I play enough, I can unlock this achievement by pure attrition. However, it does take the pleasure out of playing to a degree. I am currently using the Kar98k marksman rifle to try and improve my proficiency at quickscoping but it’s a slow process. In the meantime my kill to death ratio has taken a turn for the worse while I use this weapon. I don’t mind a challenge but there’s a fine line between an engaging learning curve and a tedious grind. It would be preferable if developer’s Infinity Ward offered a choice of achievements to unlock weapons, so the player could at least find one that they enjoyed as well as met their skills set. If my attempts to unlock the Rytec AMR fail, I shall have to wait and see if a better set of blueprints for the weapon go on sale, as I would like to experience firsthand the benefits of explosive ammunition.

More PC Peripherals

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Back in May I bought a new keyboard, mouse and headset and subsequently wrote about the alarming rate at which I seem to get through PC peripherals compared to other gamers. So far these new items are proving to be durable. More recently I tried to repair an Xbox controller which had a problematic thumbstick but that sadly did not yield satisfactory results. So I ended up replacing it with a new one. However, one thing that has served me well has been my computer chair. I purchased this in August 2016 and it has proven comfortable and hard wearing. I replaced the gas lift piston in early 2018 and that has kept it going up until a week or so ago. Finally after four years, the upholstery is worn and the foam padding has started crumbling. Repairing these parts of the chair are not really cost effective, so I decided to buy a new one.

The Xbox controller that I needed to replace was originally bought back in 2011. I don’t recollect it costing £50 plus at the time, as they do now. So rather than buying a Microsoft branded version, I decided to go with a generic model as long as there was no serious compromise in quality and performance. Naturally, you can find comparative reviews for virtually anything these days, so it didn’t take long to find a suitable recommendation. I eventually bought the PowerA Spectra Enhanced Xbox One Wired Controller for £35. It is robustly made and offers identical functionality to that of an official controller. Plus it has programmable buttons for those who feel so inclined and like all PC gaming related peripherals, it has LEDs for pointless illumination. At present this new gamepad is to facilitate my playing of Fall Guys: Ultimate Knockout which it does admirably.

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Buying a new chair is a more complex problem. I spend a substantial amount of my day in my office, at my desk, so it’s important to have a supportive and comfortable chair. Ideally, I would usually go to a showroom and try out what is on offer but the current situation in the UK makes that difficult. So again I read reviews and tried to determine whether the chair in question was “comfy”. The first thing I noticed is that office chairs seem to fall into three categories. Computer chairs, executive chairs and gaming chairs. All broadly offer the same thing; somewhere to park your bum. The only major difference is the style. Gaming chairs seem to focus more on back support and are frequently come in lurid colours. They also seem to have over inflated prices as they’re pitched at gamers. However, I found one store (Argos) that had its own brand of chair that was positively rated and £25 cheaper than others, so I bought the Raptor Ergonomic Gaming Chair for £95.

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I feel that I have finally got my PC and desk setup as I like it. I upgraded my PC last September and it has performed well over the last 12 months. So far I have not encountered a game that I cannot run at the settings I choose. I have also taken time to manage my desktop peripherals. I have a USB cable conveniently placed so I can quickly attach my phone when required. My headset connects to an audio extension cable, that is similarly placed to make things easy. I have also given some thought as to whether I need a second monitor. As I no longer have any intention of live streaming and I shall not be returning to the IT industry as a source of employment, I do not see the need to buy another display. I prefer to focus on the one screen and concentrate on the task in hand. I sometimes use my Tablet if I need to consult a game wiki while playing an RPG or MMO and that works well. A second monitor would require a new stand and a reorganisation of my desktop. So I think for the present I will leave things as they are, as the current setup seems optimal.

Star Trek Day

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Today is Star Trek Day. An officially sanctioned celebration of all things Star Trek. The date reflects the launch of the original television show, back in the sixties. Naturally, there are a multitude of events going on over at the official Star Trek website. And as ever, the MMORPG Star Trek Online is taking part in the celebrations. “On September 8th, 1966, the world first met a group of people, and a ship, that would change our lives forever. Pitched as “wagon train to the stars,” and brought to TV by the force of Lucille Ball’s will, Gene Roddenberry’s Star Trek hit tiny television screens around the world and immediately captured hearts and minds. Through three seasons, and decades in syndication, The Original Series started a movement that still lasts today, more than half a century later. We live in a time where there’s more new Star Trek than ever before, and we’re joining with the rest of our Star Trek Family to celebrate the franchise’s birthday”.

As of today in Star Trek Online, there is a special Starfleet Museum in orbit above Deep Space Nine and Earth Space Dock. The museum contains ten iconic ships from Star Trek movies, television, and the MMORPG. After receiving a message from Federation President Okeg, you undertake a mission to hail each ship. The ship responds with a quote from their respective Captains, along with some lore facts and behind the scenes information about the TV show, movie or game that featured them. Hailing all ten of the ships will complete an accolade and grant you a special title: Historical Documents Expert. It’s a simple but enjoyable mission that doesn’t take too long. It also serves as a reminder that the reach of Star Trek is truly global and spans over five decades. There have been times when Star Trek has been off the air and had a doubtful future. However, we find ourselves enjoying the opposite at present with multiple shows on offer.

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Star Trek TOS was one of the first shows I remember sitting down and watching as a family. If memory serves it used to be shown mid-evening on the BBC when it was repeated in the early seventies. As a child the show left a major impression upon me. Obviously the action and special effects were a big selling point but I also recall how the friendship between Kirk, McCoy and Spock was a source of intrigue. They argued and often disagreed and yet they maintained a strong bond and obviously had a great deal of respect for each other. Although I didn’t express it in such terms at the time, there was an important social dynamic going on. Upon reflection I feel that their friendship is one of the most honest and credible you’ll find in popular culture. The fact that the show also depicted equality “at work” was not lost upon me. I greatly enjoyed Star Trek TAS as well in my youth and I’m pleased to see it is now considered canonical.

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Sadly over the years we have not seen Gene Roddenberry’s vision of the future come to pass. Yes, a lot of the technology depicted in the show has begun to emerge and Star Trek has influenced multiple generations of viewers to follow their dreams and pursue a career in science, medicine and other professions. The film and TV industry is rife with creative talents who cite the show as a major influence. But the sad reality is that the dream of a united world that looks to the star for fulfilment is nowhere in sight. Our leaders tend to be the opposite of Jean Luc Picard or Kathryn Janeway. Measured diplomacy, tempered with wisdom and optimism is in short supply these days. Hence Star Trek remains a franchise about what some of us would like to see society become. Others however, prefer to look to the Romulan Star Empire for inspiration. However, despite my ever growing cynicism, I’m not done with Star Trek yet. I still see it as a force for good and positive change. May it continue to live long and prosper.

Caring for the Elderly: Part 11

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I last wrote a post about “caring for the elderly” in February. There have been significant changes in my family's fortunes since then and like anyone in a caring situation, the lockdown has had a major impact and sadly not for the good. As ever, I choose to recount my own experiences in the hope that they may be of some use to others who are in a similar situation. So to begin with, my Mother went into Respite Care just as the pandemic was hitting the UK and the lockdown was being implemented. Hence her stay in a nursing home was not the best experience. All the additional social activities usually on offer were suspended so all she effectively did was swap one sick room for another. She came back home just as my sister moved from working in London to working from home. Hence from March onwards both her and I have been caring for both my disabled parents on a daily basis. However, my sister has had to hold down a job at the same time.

Both of our parents have noticeably declined both physically and mentally during the lockdown. The mobile library service has been suspended and family and friends naturally have not been able to visit. My Mum and Dad have a long list of low level medical problems that are usually treated at home. The Podiatrist and the ear clinician have both been absent for the last five to six months. However, there have been a few minor victories. I finally managed to get both parents dealt with by the same care company which has made scheduling visits a lot easier. This particular company has been quick to move to a phone based app, so I always know who is coming and at what approximate time. My Mother now also sees the district nurse team due to several foot injuries not healing properly. But even these two improvements to the situation do not greatly change the overall outcome. Both parents have a poor quality of life. My Mother spends the day in a chair and is simply fed and medicated. My Father is washed, dressed and placed in front of a TV for most of his day. They cannot do anything else without the assistance of several able bodied people.

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However in the last calendar month there have been several radical changes to both my parents conditions. My mother has been getting community physiotherapy at home, where they have been attempting to improve her mobility. It is somewhat belated, considering she fell and broke her arm in late November last year. But that can’t be helped. Over a series of visits and physical tests it has been determined by the senior physiotherapist that although she can lift herself up out of a chair and stand, her knees cannot sustain her walking for more than a step or two. As of today she has been officially classified as immobile and will never walk again. Due to her hearing issues she was aware of some of what was discussed with her. But once the therapist left, I had to tell her in simpler terms that she could no longer walk and in doing so took away the last vestige of hope she’s been clinging to for the last ten months.

My father contracted another UTI in early August and went into hospital for five days. After treatment with antibiotics he met their criteria to be sent home. I was surprised and concerned by this decision. Just under two weeks later he developed sepsis and was rushed back to hospital, where we were told to expect the worse. However, contrary to medical expectations he has pulled through this life threatening situation. Sadly this has been achieved at a significant cost. His already diminished health has taken a further turn for the worst. He is now diabetic and can barely walk using a frame. He may also have long term renal problems. While he’s been in hospital my Sister has gotten ill. She suffers from Ulcerative colitis and is enduring the worst bout she ever had at present. She cannot do any caring task and now needs to convalesce herself. I have an ongoing injury with my left elbow and have now been told that the tendon may rupture if I do not rest. Effectively there are now three people in need of 24/7 care and I can no longer cope with such a situation.

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Today, I visited my Father in hospital for the first time in nearly three weeks. I had to explain to him the significance of his change in health and the simple fact that he cannot be safely cared for at home. My Sister and I can no longer carry out our current caring duties and that after four and a half years there needs to be major changes. Effectively I told my Dad he needs to move into a nursing home to get the care he requires. I am fully aware that this is not an option he wants but he has decided to do it for his own good and that of the family. However, as you can imagine this was not an easy conversation to have and it was very traumatic for both of us. He is no longer engaged with his life and wants the current situation to end. I suspect that the stress and anxiety of a move to a new environment such as a residential nursing home is not going to be without consequences.

The events that I have recounted are far from unique to my family. Here in the UK we have an ongoing crisis with regard to adult social care. Improvements in medicine have extended life expectancy but there has not been a reciprocal change to social attitudes or government policy regarding dealing with the realities of an extended lifespan. The default position seems to be “life regardless of quality”. Both my parents are ill, tired and have little or no quality of life. Yet they are forced to endure a patentantly untenable situation because there is no mechanism to deal with it in any other fashion. Setting aside the loaded issue of “euthanasia”, all carers potentially face a situation where the demands placed upon them become impossible and they need to stop. Yet, we do not live in a world where there are universal, commonly accepted policies and social attitudes as to how to address such problems. Hence an already complex matter is further compounded by guilt and organisations with their own agendas and motivations. Social Services doesn’t always want the same as what the carer or patient wants.

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Drawing upon my own first hand experiences, I would say the following to anyone who has chosen to care for an immediate family member. Once you have decided to embark on such a path, it is perfectly fair and justifiable to set parameters to your care and to consider the future. Caring is an act of love, compassion and often practical necessity. But it is not a wheel to break yourself upon. To be an effective carer means you have a duty to look after yourself as well. Help is available but you often have to actively seek it out and utilise it. If you qualify for assistance from the state or local authorities then take what is on offer. You deserve it and have paid for such services through taxation. Come to terms with the realities of old age and chronic illness. Things will inevitably get more complex and there will ultimately come a time when you can no longer provide effective care. You will have to defer to more specialised bodies. When this happens you will need a suitable exit strategy. 

Of course all of these things are far more difficult to deal with in reality because you will be living in the middle of these events and emotionally caught up in them. But if you consider the bigger picture and make some preparations in advance, then may be when you reach the day like the one I’ve had today, then it may not be quite so traumatic. Sometimes you have to recognise that there isn’t always an optimal outcome. It may come down to choosing the least bad option from a very poor selection. Reflecting back upon many of the talking points that have arisen out of previous “caring for the elderly” posts, I do think we need to change as a society and not be so fearful of talking about old age and end of life care. We should encourage a healthy discussion of these issues among the young, so that they are more aware of what lies ahead and able to make suitable provisions. Perhaps it will then make the problems that arise in our autumn years less surprising and overwhelming.

Is There a Gaming Hierarchy?

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Syp wrote a post recently on his blog Bio Break, about the air of disdain with which some video games journalists report on the MMO genre. He cited a post over on VG247 in which the author was surprised that he was currently enjoying SWTOR, despite the fact it was an MMO. It was very much a case of “wow, this game is quite good considering most in this genre are rubbish”. As Syp pointed out, this is often the way the MMORPG is labelled and pigeonholed. However, I think there is more to this than just a dislike of a particular type of game by some writers and gaming commentators. I believe that many of those who have been playing video games since their youth and who are now aged 40 to 50, have very entrenched views and are weighed down by a lot of cultural baggage. I think that some believe that there is a sort of unofficial but very real gaming hierarchy and it is their sacred duty to act as self appointed arbiters and gatekeepers.

We all have our own personal likes and dislikes when it comes to video games. I certainly do. Occasionally I have stepped outside of my comfort zone and tried something new and it has proven a pleasant surprise. Other times my experiments have not gone so well. There are some titles and genres that will never appeal to me and I am content to leave them be permanently. However, I see no reason to hold those games that I do not like in contempt, nor do I deem it necessary to publicly disparage them along with those that do enjoy them. I haven’t the time to waste on such posturing and I’d much rather be playing those titles I do like. Sadly, video games just like music and film fandom, has a strong streak of snobbery running through its associated culture. Furthermore personal taste is often confused with artistic merit and one’s own preferences are erroneously perceived to be an endorsement of quality.

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So what is the spurious gaming hierarchy that some cleave to? I suspect that competitive games are at the top, along with all the elitist “git gud” culture. Then there are the single player games with their litany of achievements and unlocks. MMOs are then the poor relation of the single player RPG. Walking simulators, fun games and clickers are deemed as a waste of time or not even being games. And the final circle of gamer hell are mobile games which are viewed with utter contempt. Which is odd when you think about it as this genre of games make the most money out of the entire video games industry. When you consider why such hierarchical notions exist, they appear to be an extension of the pecking order that some gamers apply to themselves. If there is a hierarchy of games, then it logically follows that there must be a similar ranking among gamers themselves.

Humans love an opportunity to segregate themselves. We categorise people according to wealth, class, education, gender and race. Sometimes such labelling and subdividing is benign but in other instances it is divisive and a tool of oppression. Yet it seems to happen regardless of its rectitude. You put a group of people in a room who are broadly similar and they’ll eventually divide themselves between who are left or right handed. So it is sad but inevitable that different types of games will be treated in a similar fashion. However, being aware of this societal trait then allows us to challenge it when encountered. So next time you read a post by a professional game critic that pooh-poohs a specific genre without a valid reason, call them out. Just as you would if they’d made a similar comment that metal is better than country music or that the MCU is superior to the works of Kurosawa.

Gaming News Roundup

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I like to keep abreast of what’s happening in the video game industry, along with new releases and community news. So I subscribe to websites like Kotaku, GameIndustry and Massively Overpowered via Feedly. I also watch YouTube channels such as Gameranx and shows such as the Jimquisition. Often these platforms will highlight stories and issues that pique my interest. Sometimes I will feel the need to express an opinion or write a rebuttal but these talking points do not always warrant or require an entire blog article. So once again, I’ve decided to start another recurring blog post where I can highlight several of these news items and then briefly explore them. The Video Games Roundup is not meant to be a comprehensive summary of all current news. Merely items that I’ve found interesting, unusual or controversial. Sadly the latter is all too common these days.

The Lord of the Rings: Gollum. 

This game first appeared on my radar in March 2019 when a press release caused quite a stir among Tolkien fans. Until recently not much has been known about the gameplay apart from the fact that this is an action-adventure game, with a stealth element. Last week developers, Daedalic Entertainment, released a trailer showcasing their visualisation of the iconic character, along with a press release providing further details of the mechanics featured in The Lord of the Rings: Gollum. It would appear there is a focus on a branching narrative and major story choices, The player chooses whether Sméagol or as Gollum is the dominant persona. With regard to gameplay, lead game designer Martin Wilkes stated there are similarities with Prince of Persia. All of which is very intriguing. I’m certainly curious to learn more prior to the 2021 release.

Fall Guy “Grabbers”. 

Although you may think that Fall Guys: Ultimate Knockout is just a fun diversion in these dark days, I regret to inform you that it is the centre of a major moral, social and game development controversy. During gameplay, you can run, jump, dive and grab. The grab is designed to allow players to pull themselves up to ledges and over obstacles. It is also used in specific team games, such as the one where you have to grab a foxes tail from other players. However, humans being what they are, the grab function is also used in other more nefarious ways. Some players actively attempt to grab other players as means to prevent them from making progress and qualifying in a game. You’ll often find such players hanging around at the finishing line or loitering around obstacles in courses that are known to be difficult. Now grabbing in this fashion is part of the game and so is officially sanctioned. But it bitterly divides the playerbase. If you require further evidence of this, read the comments on this article about grabbing on Kotaku.

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Text to speech “adverts” in live streams. 

Many live streamers use text-to speech services to allow viewers to send them a message. Usually the message system is dependent on a donation. I’ve used such facilities before to send a humorous quip to a friend who is streaming. However, recently an advertising agency started using this text-to speech service to spam offers currently available at Burger King. As you can imagine this hasn’t gone down especially well with some streamers who do not like the idea of this messaging system being usurped for corporate advertising. From my own perspective, I don’t care for advertising per se nor the culture associated with it. I find adverts invasive and often intellectually insulting to begin with. The prospect of there being more in live streaming, which is a medium I’m already struggling to come to grips with, is essentially just another reason for me to give up and go elsewhere.

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Register “for an opportunity to be one of the first to pre-order your PS5”. 

There’s a lot to unpack in this statement. Essentially, Sony is anticipating a great deal of interest in their forthcoming new console but may not be able to satisfy the demand. Questions have been raised as to whether the global pandemic will impact upon manufacture and delivery of the PS5. However, a potential shortage can also provide a cunning marketing ploy if handled correctly. Which has led to Sony inviting US customers to register for the chance to pre-order. Just to clarify, that’s the “chance” to pre-order and not a guarantee of doing so. Yes, this is a campaign couched in hype, elitism and FOMO. All things that bring out the best in a gaming community, courtesy of a big, multimillion dollar corporation. The dynamic that exists between the vendor and the customer is a curious symbiotic relationship. Despite the customer having the upper hand, the opposite is often portrayed. Companies have things that you need, that they sell to you out of the goodness of their heart. Only now you have to apply to buy them. It is truly risible. What makes it sadder is that Sony will probably get away with it.

A Month in Gaming

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I’m still somewhat shocked that August has been and gone. Even by 2020 standards it’s been an odd month. Due to illness in the family, my schedule has been turned on its head and subsequently there has not been as much time for gaming as I’ve previously enjoyed. However, I tried to put what time I had to good use. I attempted to return to the MMORPG The Lord of the Rings Online once again, to see if I could continue through the epic story. Sadly, the game has run into further server related issues, just as it did last month. Standing Stone Games community manager Jerry Snook was a little “snippy” in responding to players' concerns and at present there are no details regarding what the problem is and when it will be resolved. If this issue persists I suspect that it is going to do some genuine harm to both the player base and community relations. I hope matters improve for SSG and LOTRO over September.

However, it hasn’t been all doom and gloom. I decided to buy Fall Guys: Ultimate Knockout, partially due to the wealth of positive reviews and feedback surrounding the game. It is great fun and often very amusing but I do seem to have developed a love hate relationship with the gameplay. I’ve failed to qualify for more than four games in a row and hence have not experienced much variety in races and challenges so far. I’m also not a fan of the team games, as I hate losing due to others, rather than my own actions. Hence progressing through the season pass is a grind. However, I occasionally have some good fortune and no matter how poorly you play, there’s always someone worse than yourself. The large number of “Tryhards” in the game are also a drag at times, as are players using the “grab” function in a negative fashion. But then it’s hard to stay pissed off with a game that lets you dress as a Triceratops.

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I have made good progress through the Season Five Battle Pass in Call of Duty Modern Warfare/Warzone. As I suspected, players were initially quite happy to swamp the train that’s been added to the game. But a month on, no one seems interested anymore and it is substantially less dangerous to investigate now. The new FiNN Light Machine Gun has proven useful to players like me. I use the XRK LongShot Adverse barrel which provides not only an increase in range but an insane rate of fire. If you’re not especially accurate with your aiming, then these factors are a real boon. There is a degree of recoil to deal with but this can be compensated by firing in rapid bursts, rather than just holding down the trigger and hosing the gun around. Plunder continues to provide the best of both worlds with regard to play styles, so once again CoDMW/WZ has managed to hold my interest for yet another calendar month.

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Over the next month, I shall be making a concerted effort to complete The Sinking City. I find that if I get sidetracked with too many other games, it is always the RPG that I’m playing that suffers. This is probably due to the fact that they need a more substantial time investment, so you can absorb the narrative. I have enjoyed this Lovecraft inspired game, despite its foibles and flaws. It certainly nailed the main themes of the Cthulhu Mythos. I think that I shall replace it with yet another RPG, as I like games with open worlds and dense lore that I can lose myself in. So I may purchase GreedFall next. It bears quite a few similarities to Amazon Game Studios forthcoming MMORPG, New World. However, after several beta tests, I have decided that the latter is not to my liking and think that the former will be a more suitable alternative. I hope that September doesn’t prove to be as tumultuous as August and that I can find the time to accommodate a new game.

Can Behavioural Science Create a Better Gaming Experience?

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“Nudge theory” has received a lot of attention in recent months due to the global pandemic. The Behavioural Insights Team has played a key part in shaping the UK Government's policy to deal with COVID-19, although its overall success is questionable. Now I’m not going to debate in this post the ethical merits of “nudge theory” as a tool, especially within a political context. Let it suffice to say that such science can be used for both good or ill. However, due to some negative experiences I’ve had recently while gaming, I have been considering whether it is something that should be used more in video games. It’s obviously there already as I often see small, minor examples. In Star Trek Online, if you join a random Task Force Operation you receive greater rewards because you are helping players who under normal circumstances, cannot form a group. So the question is, should there be more “nudging” in video games?

The most obvious and easiest means of “nudging” that can be implemented in video games is to incentivise an activity or process. If for example, you wish to encourage grouping in an MMO, then offer rewards that are superior to that which you would earn if you did the same content solo. Another option is to penalise players who leave a group before the activity is complete or those who go AFK and do not participate in the collective undertaking. Incentives could also be used to encourage top tier players at level cap to revisit lower level content and assist others. Why not offer rewards or accolades to those who “mentor” new players. If there are shortages of low level crafted items in a game, why not offer some sort of subsidy or bonus to encourage players to make more? Canny developers could use the power of nudge to foster a more communal attitude among players. As long as it is always just used to encourage and not coerce, then it should yield results. 

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Looking to other genres, nudge theory could be beneficial in turning the survival genre into more than just a race to the bottom. At present I find that such games often lapse into being murders simulators and it’s impossible to progress beyond a certain point. Collaboration is the key, as it is in real life. However, there are rules to prevent aberrant behaviour in society but video games seldom have any tangible consequences. In a survival, PVP or roleplay game, if a player becomes increasingly rogue there needs to be mechanics that reflect and offset that. Someone who murders and loots everyone they encounter should be free to do so but face such retribution as having a bounty being placed on them. Or if they need to trade for crafting materials, then the prices need to go up as the vendor becomes more fearful or distrustful of them. Red Dead Redemption 2 has elements of this in its gameplay. It would be interesting to see the benefits of rewarding those who work collaboratively to build a community in-game rather than just adopt the role of predatory lone wolf. 

However, behavioural science may not always be applicable to a game. For example, “nudging” in the FPS and competitive genres is more difficult because it may impede valid ways of playing. Some folk don’t care for “camping” and it is still a hotly debated subject. But unless it specifically breaks a games TOS, then it’s a valid play style. Trying to move people away from such an approach is questionable. It comes down to arguments couched in subjective notions of sportsmanship, which are different to clearly more destructive behaviour such as “ganking” that we seem in unbalanced PVP. Another consideration is whether the presence of “nudging” in a game is seen as a coercive or a political tool? Will players balk at what some may describe as “social engineering”. The player base may not want to see policies of this nature implemented and this could potentially have an adverse effect on revenue.

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Behavioural science is a means to an end and is in itself neither benign or malevolent. However, it has an “image” problem. People tend to not like “being tricked” or feel they’re being manipulated despite the fact it happens in advertising and marketing continuously (as well as politics). Nudge theory may not necessarily do these things but that’s how some perceive it. Especially once people know that it has been used on them in some way. But I think if we wish to arrest the process of gamer behaviour being driven by the lowest common denominator, then we may well have to make more use of behavioural science. For example, if the grab functionality in Fall Guys: Ultimate Knockout could also be used to offer other players a helping hand, this would offer an alternative mode of behaviour. One that is less predatory and more socially positive and inclusive. It would be interesting to see what player conduct prevailed.

Thoughts on the New World Preview

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I, like many of my fellow bloggers, have been afforded an opportunity to try Amazon Game Studios forthcoming MMO New World, three times over the last 18 months. I did so twice, playing the two previous private tests. As a result of these experiences I have opted not to explore the latest public preview. I haven’t said anything prior to today regarding the game due to the NDA but as that has now been lifted I can express my opinions. Simply put, New World is not for me. It is certainly not a bad MMO and the developers have made some radical changes in the game’s design as they’ve responded to player feedback. The initial alpha test showcased an open world PVPcentric game. The second release tempered that with more PVE content. However for me, New World just doesn’t offer the things that I specifically enjoy about the MMORPG genre. I think with continued polish and fine tuning, it will be a solid game upon release and I’m sure it will find its particular niche.

As I mentioned in a somewhat cryptic fashion in a prior post, New World sets out its stall quite clearly in the initial cutscenes, offering a standard story about the colonisation of a new island called Aternum. Set in the mid 17th century, the aesthetic of the game is of British America from that era, with a heavy dose of the supernatural and arcane thrown into the mix. During the test that I participated in my character woke up on the shore after a shipwreck; a very traditional MMO trope. The initial levels as I battled across the beach were designed to introduce the new player to the combat system, inventory and skills trees. All of which are very standard and intuitive. The action combat felt very fluid and it was not difficult to understand and implement blocking with a shield, flanking an enemy and then striking with a sword with light or strong attacks. There are then special skills with substantial cooldowns that can then be used tactically. I felt that this was one of the best aspects of the game and is one of the better implementations of action combat that I’ve experienced.

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Sadly, I was less enamoured with the meat and potatoes of the rest of the game. The game engine, character realisations and environments are well designed. But there are no classes or specific roles as such. You choose armour and weapons types to suit your own preferences. This flexibility plays into the game’s original sandbox remit, which has now been augmented. The quests are somewhat arbitrary and clearly show how that they’ve been added at a later date to facilitate a change in the game’s direction. These mainly act as a means to send you to different parts of the island and gather resources. There is no complex, overarching narrative that I am aware of. The player gleans information about the island’s lore through exploration and what they find. The NPCs offer only text interactions and there is no voice acting. The game’s economy is driven by players via Trading Posts so you won’t be getting rich by selling trash loot to NPCs. You can salvage loot and repurpose the resources they yield for crafting.

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Eventually after earning new gear and familiarising yourself with the games systems, a new player will eventually progress on to one of the major settlements in a region. These are held by varying factions and at this point you get to choose who you wish to ally with. Naturally it is here that the games PVP systems come into play. And it was at this point that I decided that I didn’t wish to play any further as the game had nothing further to offer me. I like complex narratives and storylines that twist and turn. I like voice acting and NPC with personalities, especially when they become recurring characters. I also enjoy the communities that spring up around MMOs. I suspect because New World still heavily leans towards PVP, rather than roleplay and story telling, its community will again not be for me. Beyond this, I can’t really say much more about this MMO. I haven’t played it to any great degree. Just enough to know that it’s not too my liking. But that does not make it a bad game and I look forward to observing how the game progresses and is received at launch.